I'm a happy, hyper goofball of a lady. I dont know how a 30 yr old should act, nor do I care much. I work 2 jobs to try to clear up some debt so I can travel freely and enjoy life as I am getting older. It makes me exhausted at times and I have gained a great deal of weight grabbing food on the fly between the two jobs and spending a lot of time on my ever growing butt at a desk! =)
I decided that this year, I was making a change. I still have the 2 jobs but I was no longer going to let myself keep adding on pounds.. My self esteem and confidence had dropped and I was to the point I didn't want to go out with my friends b/c I felt too big to feel comfortable in my clothes .. I never felt sexy so I wouldn't date.. I was being asked out but I had a block that was, if they get close to me they'll see how big I am and be grossed out.. Sigh.. pathetic.
I have always had curves.. I used to be much more toned.. now I am working on getting back to being that girl . I am very pleased with how Atkins has been working for me. I have actually lost 10lbs so far, I have only been on this site for a week so it's a little behind.
I plan to keep rocking it and get back to living life. Cheers! (don't worry it's only water)