I started this site back in May 2010, but due to things getting in my way, I kind of dropped it around August. I decided to try to start over, but there were limitations on what I could and couldn't delete from the site. I decided to just go ahead and start a new account. Sadly, when I asked to delete my old account, it isn't a full delete and there is still a mess of data over there, but what can you do...

I've been struggling to find my way to health and fitness (and a moderate weight loss). Every time I seem to find my way, something blocks me. This time, however, I'm not going to let anything get in my way. Instead, I'm going to figure out why they're an issue and work on breaking them down.

For example, finances are always a huge stress and that stress serves as a huge block. I've set up a plan to deal with my finances (aka debt) and get myself into a healthy mindset there which will prevent a blockage from my physical health.

Ok, back to my weight... I was always a healthy weight through high school and into the start of college. I started on DepoProvera and into an unhealthy relationship which caused me to gain about 40 pounds over the course of a year or two. Within the last few years, I fully realized the extend of my weight gain and I've decided that I'm going to do something about those extra pounds once and for all. Sadly, I lose 10, I gain 15, I lose 15, I gain 10.

I'm struggling to find the right answer for myself and my body. Hopefully this time I can figure it out and stick to it and get back to where I want to be.