I am 32 years old and have been "chubby" for the last 9-10 years. I have 2 boys......Julian is 5 yrs old and Ethan is 6 months. I remember telling myself that I would loose weight before I turned 30, but that has come and went and I am still "chubby"............I have been on so many diets and I never finished them, so this time I am dedicating this weight lost to my 5 year son. He always tells me he wants me to be smaller. I don't think he knows what he is saying is hurtful, but you know kids they are very honest.

So, I started the Alli program and I sticking to it. I wish to be smaller by 33rd birthday on May 31.

Wish me luck!

7-21-09
Just logged in after falling off the wagon and I gained all my weight back. Ugh! I can't seem to loose weight! I have joined back into eating healthier and joined a gym. I also have a personal trainer, so hopefully this time I can get results and stick to being healthy and getting my PCOS under control.