I turned 40 last July. I have two wonderful teenage children that I adore! They have encourage me to start taking care of myself and stop putting everybody first. So that is what I am going to start doing. I have been divorced for while and have been in failed relationships thinking that is what I needed to fill my void. I need to be at peace with myself and its my weight that has been such an insecurity with me. I want to do this for myself and it is hard when you feel you are unworthy. Well I have been talking to God more and I know now I am worthy. God does not make junk! lol God makes unique and beautiful people. So here I go on my journey to better health, fitness, & happiness!!! Praise the Lord!