well I am a single mother by choice and stupidity ..... I have 3 boys oldest 16 middle one almost 7 and a 22 months.... in the past year and a half have cheated on my youngest babys dad broke up while I was prego started dating the guy I was cheating on then broke up with him bc I am stupid and couldn't see what everyone else could see ....(love of my life).... I am currently still so hung up on him even if he is with his old but new girlfriend....I loved him and cant seem to climb that hill of getting over mainly because I don't ever want to ..... its never to late to hope it just mean I will be lonely and devote my time to my kids and my house of updating everywhere .... I am also troubled with the fact I lost my dad the same year I let my relationships fall apart... I wasn't an only child but I was my daddy's little girl and the only child he wont be around to walk down the isle if that were to ever happen ... I don't talk a lot socially I get critzized when I do....and ever since I was little I just didn't socialize with my peers went thru school not talking.... and now my kids speak enough for everyone.... I am so blessed with these children hopefully to do right by them and help them see the world will not always be easy and to do their hardest...