I don't know where to begin. I have battled with my wait forever and a day . Back in 2008 I lost over 67 pounds and I now have gained back about 27 to 30 some pounds. I am ashamed of myself but for the most part I have been on and off medication that either makes me gain weight or keeps me stable. Recently I was taken off my medications that helps me keep my weight stable . and I have gained 18 pounds. I know that Weight Watchers always worked for me so my new year's resolution as everyone elses it seems is of course losing weight. I am determined to lose 48 pounds I know that I have done this before and I can do it again it is not going to be hard. It might be a little hard but not as hard as most people make it out to be. I am a stay at home wife who is disabled and I don't get any activity exercise at all because I am the one who chooses not to go out for a walk due to my fibromyalgia . I know that that is not an excuse and I need to walk and get my energy flowing in my heart rate going because I know that when I am walking up steps I can feel it in my breathing . So as of the beginning of the year im going to start watching and walking and it is going to be hard because I am going to Disney World on the 7th of January. I want to be able to walk around even if I lose 5 pounds I know I'll feel a little better about myself. I am what you call a plus size model and although I am very proud of being plus size and representing the size people out there I still want to lose weight because I don't feel healthy right now. I know that I can do this I have done it before and I can do it again!