I've always been that girl with "such a pretty face" even as a small child I was the largest one. I really didn't have to many struggles or bullies growing up over my weight, I was fortunate in that aspect. I grew up a confident, narcacisstic (believe it or not) and sexy feeling woman. I accpeted my extra pounds and called myself voluptous. It hit me though after I weighed in at almost 370 pounds that I could not live this way forever. I needed to lose some weight for good. I am not looking to be super skinny. I just really want to be healthy, lower my risk of diabetes, and find a new healthier me.