e-238- Журнал, 23 мар 12

Where do I start?

1) I have not been following any diet, eating modification or even eating like a reasonable human being for the last couple of months (ie since we moved into the rental & sold th house back in november.)

2) Have been and continue to be under massive levels of stress (which of course means I've been eating like no tomorrow). There is so much uncertainty about what's going to happen/will they/won't they that I can't even let myself think more than a week ahead at a time---or it all becomes super overwhelming and I have a panic attack. :(

3) I'm pretty sure that I am now back to my original starting weight and that I've undone all the good I did taking off the weight. I'm trying to grow some guts (ha ha) and go weigh myself. I'd like to do it tomorrow if I can get to town for it.

Anyway, I'm going to get weighed sometime this weekend and I'll post it so I can see how much I've gained (or if I've gone over the original)