ladytanker- Журнал, 13 сен 21

Wow. this just goes to show how the time is passing. I've not been in here in almost a Month. Well the class is getting so much of my time with the homework, then I still have to do all the things I reg. do. There are time when I think about coming and then some how I end up doing something else. I can tell you while I've been away I too have gotten out of control. I mean just eating. whatever whenever. It's like I'm thinking I'm eating because I have this certain need to be chewing on something. and the thing is, the something is always that thing I shouldn't be eating much of.

It's been crazy, I really need to find my way back. re-evaluate some things around here. I'm just feeling like crap with this extra. I'm not saying this to dis-encourage anyone. But to say. Keep doing what you are doing for yourself to do better, you lose that drive it is easy to lose that focus that keep you doing the right things. I know what I'm talking about. This is how it goes off and on during a year. You would think I would have figured out how to defeat it. But this is what I was talking about the first of the year. Now here I am again.. Having to start over again. But you know what. I'll keep trying. send me hug. that will help me. Ok. I hope all of you and yours are doing fine. We can do this I still believe it can be done. I'll keep moving....