grammaof4girls- Журнал, 08 сен 17

I'm so scared at the result I had when standing on the scale at the Doctors office yesterday! It read 239.2lbs! Oh my! I felt my heart drop & said aloud,"I'm that big"? Reality hit me hard but, I really wanted to eat something. This is the first time in my life that I actually "feel the need to eat anything"! My husband is also just eating as an activity as well. We never had problems with weight & food before. My health problems like my neck, the problems with walking & the pain & spasms have created a new, unknown scenario. John has ballooned in weight right alongside me, both of us just sit & stuff our pain, physical & psychologically! Lord help me. It is through your help & guidance I'll prevail. I leave this burden in your hands Lord. Give me the strength to do this right. This body needs to be a temple for your spirit to thrive. God Bless this endeavor, though not as important as those who are afflicted with hardship, I pray you will guide me rightly. I know you.