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Please pray for me, I am so miserable tonight. Tomorrow, Saturday is the day of the Memorial Luncheon for our daughter. It's at a Chinese Restaurant so that takes most of the pressure off me but I'm still miserable. Tonight I bought 2 big cheesecakes at Costco, fresh blueberries for on top, and 3 orchids for the tables. I was shopping for 3 hours this afternoon for my friend and for us. Yesterday and part of today I was going through old pictures to find ones (of our daughter) to take tomorrow. What a trip down memory lane! It hurts, I hurt, and I can't even think straight about what I will say at the Memorial. I do have a pastor speaking, the same one as for our son's funeral. We are so old and isolated that there will only be 19 of us. There were 160 at our son's funeral. I don't want to go, I don't want to face it. My chest hurts, my head hurts, my face, and even my teeth hurt. I've been living on 4 hours of sleep a night. I haven't even picked out what I am going to wear. And I have one more store to go to in the morning for my sick friend. I'm binging again and have had so much food and sugar my stomach is yucky upset. I want to turn off the pain. Our son-in-law, all his friends, neighbors, and relatives are not even coming. If it weren't for the Lord carrying me I couldn't go on. Thank you, Lord. And thank You for all the comforts I have: food to eat, a warm dry place to sleep, a car to drive, and a comfortable house to live in. And I can still walk, even though it hurts with sciatica. Please comfort me, Lord, and thank you for loving us. Thank you that you see my pain. Thank you that you see and know that all these FS folks and I are here at this time in history when things may get very rough in the next several years. Thank you for giving us Jesus so we can be reconciled to you. Give us peace and courage. Help all these FS folks and me to sleep tonight. Bring your will into my life, and help me to accept it.
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Holding you in my heart my friend. May God grant you peace.
21 янв 23 написано членом: shirfleur 1
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I am so sorry for your loss. May God comfort you and yours . Sending prayers 💙🙏💙
21 янв 23 написано членом: CharlieLovesChaplin
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I am very sorry this memorial is causing so much pain. In my limited experience these memorials have seldom brought peace, comfort but rather what you seem to be experiencing. I’m sorry if you were pressured into doing this. My next door neighbor was pressured into doing an expensive memorial as well. Like you— it only added to her exhaustion and grief.
21 янв 23 написано членом: Kenna Morton
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I am so sorry that you are going through this. I am lifting you up in prayers.
21 янв 23 написано членом: Dirtsbag
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Prayers to you for comfort and peace
21 янв 23 написано членом: HouseGuyMike
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Praying for you in this time of such deep sorrow, spiritual and physical pain. May God comfort, heal and strengthen you, precious one.
21 янв 23 написано членом: brendabradshaw
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I’ve tried twice to comment & it keeps disappearing on me which is really blowing me. 🙄 at this point I just want to say your in my prayers & God will continue to take care of you! I can tell that you have a great heart because you’re still there for your husband. No one should be emotionally or physically abused in any shape or form. God will deal with that. I’m so sorry for the loss of your children. Keep getting up & doing your best for you! I’m in awe of how emotionally aware & how physically in tune you are at your age. I loss my 89 year old Grandmother July 30, 2022 to renal failure & dementia. I had been caring for her daily since January 1, 2017! She was my everything! I felt it was only right to return the love since she raised me. She had been telling me for years to get my health in order. Since losing her I’ve been emotionally a mess. Doctors been talking about high blood pressure & diabetes. I don’t want no parts of it so here I am logging my foods & drinks. In my almost 42 years of life I believe bad foods & sugary drinks have been my worst addiction. Please pray for me to get emotionally, & physically in the best shape of my life through discipline & intermittent fasting. My Grandmother taught me about the Lord & I know without the Lord I can’t do anything, yet through the Lord I can do all things. Thanks for listening & you’ll be in my prayers. Just keep getting up & doing your best everyday for you 1st & your husband! God is going to continue to show up for you! I wish I was closer because I would check in on you & help you where I could. Since I’m not there, hopefully my prayers for you will suffice…
❤️ Miik (pronounced Meek)
21 янв 23 написано членом: Miik Deaux
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Praying for you today snowwhite. ❤️🙏🏻
21 янв 23 написано членом: wifey9707
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may the lord embrace you and carry you through the day he will heal your ❤️ trust in him 🙏🙏🙏
21 янв 23 написано членом: ibnancy
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I pray for your comfort and peace, keep talking about them❤️
21 янв 23 написано членом: Jaybbr
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I'm praying for you and your family ♥️
21 янв 23 написано членом: Asarver
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Praying for God’s grace, strength and comfort to carry you through.
21 янв 23 написано членом: Ljc988w
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I'm so sorry for your loss. iIm praying that God will give you peace during this time.❤️
21 янв 23 написано членом: Cheylynn
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I'm so very sorry for your loss. If going to this memorial will be so painful, maybe you shouldn't go. Never mind what your critics may say if you don't go. You are a believer so God knows what is in your heart.
21 янв 23 написано членом: russkey2
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I'm sorry you are having to go through such pain and I will pray for strength and peace for you!!💜🙏
21 янв 23 написано членом: Diana 1234
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21 янв 23 написано членом: TomLong
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I’m so sorry. I lost my oldest son 21 months ago. He was only 33. I can’t imagine going through this twice. My prayers are with you.
21 янв 23 написано членом: lcouch58
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💕Sending loving thoughts to you.
21 янв 23 написано членом: Danana
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21 янв 23 написано членом: weezay
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I am so sorry for your loss and the grief that seems overwhelming. May the Lord watch over you today. May His grace and mercy carry you through. My prayers are with you 🙏
21 янв 23 написано членом: LP2023
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