jeannieselby- Журнал, 28 июл 22

Staying positive. Just got another week to go, and from what I'm hearing "Gru" will be in CA all next week. Please Lord 🙏 🙏 🙏

They're painting our office building and the entrance doors are sealed off today. That means access to the building is only thru the side emergency exit. The side walk leading to this door from the street was totally blocked by Gru & her pet's cars this morning. My Para-transit driver asked me if they knew I was coming in. So sad when outsiders see how horrible this situation is without anything being said.

My NRT session last night went long again. I don't know how to take it that this guy keeps working on me when his hour is up. I know I'm a mess and he really wants to fix me, but seriously dude sometimes I just want to eat dinner and go to bed! Getting started after 7 pm doesn't give me any window when we don't stop until AFTER 9! That just leads to snacking and nodding off in front of the TV.

My "friend" is starting to get on my last nerve with all the heavy sighs at anything I say that's derogatory about these same people she usually bitches to & with me about. I feel sad for her need to have their approval, when she knows subconsciously that once I'm gone she'll be their full time target. Like I said, doing my best to stay positive. She's out picking up their lunch. Did she offer to pick anything up for me, nope! Just as well, since I brought in last nights dinner, but still... in the past I would never leave the office without offering to bring something back.

Just going to stop bitching now and secretively play some more June's Journey. A very expensive distraction (stress reliever) over the course of this past month, but figure I'll be too busy in a few weeks to play and/or therefore to spend!

Happy Thorsday y'all. Maybe I'll finally make it to the movies this weekend 🤞

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