Snowwhite100- Журнал, 08 май 22

It's been 10 days since I've recorded my weight and it has taken me that long to almost get back to what I weighed 10 days ago. My husband has had many doctor appointments and then we go out to eat afterward. Yes, yes I know I could be having a salad, something light, or practice portion control at the restaurant but I don't have that much discipline. The bad news is that 90% of my clothes don't fit me, and I'm not sure I'll ever be able to get back to a normal weight for me especially since I've shrunk down to 5'. Since my bones are so thin what would be a normal weight on someone else is way overweight on my small frame. I am discouraged about losing. The good news is today is day 18 of not having any sweets or wine. I did have about 1/4 of a bite of Creme Brulee without the sugar topping to taste my husband's dessert. I don't feel guilty not counting that tiny bit of custard in the grand scheme of things. Also good is that my husband is doing well considering all his many problems. Next week he will have a PET Scan to see if his cancer is attacking his organs. The lymph node where it had spread has still shrunk and he isn't sick from the melanoma yet. There is no chemotherapy for this aggressive cancer, so it's incredible that it has been 10 months since he was diagnosed. I believe the Lord is giving him every chance possible to "come" to Him. So many people are praying for his salvation but he seems indifferent. I'm thankful to the Lord for so very many things! I have a comfortable place to live, a warm bed, a dry roof, money to buy food, and there is food in the store to buy (for now). And nobody is shooting at us yet.

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