Snowwhite100- Журнал, 09 сен 21

Last week I only made it 4 days without sweets, then going out to eat after a doctor's appointment I relented and fell off the sweets wagon. But after 3 days of sweets, I again crawled back on my plan, plus this time giving up wine for the time being also. I am on day 4 today and have lost over a pound, plus this is at a very stressful time. My husband had the endoscope procedure yesterday into his stomach to see if his tumor is part of the melanoma cancer that has spread to his lymph. UCLA did the procedure in the hospital instead of their special office set-up because of his heart failure, and it took longer than I expected, but seems to have gone well. I must admit I expect melanoma since it is such aggressive cancer. He says he will "take a pill" if things get serious or he is uncomfortable. I'm not going to get it for him. I can understand people that are in a lot of pain, but he doesn't sound like he would wait for any pain or even disability. He just doesn't want to bother with much. He has no relationship with the Lord so that resource is not available and he has no friends. He sounds like he would bail out early because he does not want to be bothered with much. Helping me has never been high on his priority list. I have no idea when we will get the results since the gastroenterologist did not speak to me after the procedure. I've never even met him, a different one did the initial consultation, and because I haven't had the vaccine they didn't let me go upstairs. Time to get ready for another appointment today for his pesky ear infection. This will be #7 in visits for it, twice in emergency. It went from bacterial to fungus.

55,4 кг Потеряно до сих пор: 0 кг.    Еще предстоит сделать: 1,0 кг.    Следовательность диеты: Достаточно Хорошо.