Having trouble admitting that 40 has finally hit! This age thing is really stressing me out...and the more unhealthy and out of shape I am the harder it is to make people believe I'm still 29...LOL! I can't even fool my kids anymore...tehe!

Even if I can't turn back time...I have finally decided there is no reason I can't be the very best that I can be at the age that I am. I want people to be able to look at me and say wow you look great...I would have had no idea how old you are!!!

I don't want to be embarrassed anymore to run into old friends...right now I duck and run because I don't want anyone to see what I have done to myself!

I want to bend down and put my shoes on without getting out of breath!!!

I want to get out of bed in the morning and not walk like I am crippled, feet hurting and back aching!

I know full well what gaining all this weight has done to my body and my self esteem...you would think it would be an easy decision to JUST NOT DO IT ANYMORE!!!

Looking for all the help and support I can get so anyone who has felt or feels the way I do...let's do this thing together! I don't want to fail myself anymore!

"NOTHING TASTES AS GOOD AS IT FEELS TO BE THIN" - unknown

Originally topped the scale at 277.8.................to be continued