I am a breast cancer survivor (2016). I was the hardest thing I ever had to experience. Unlike most chemo patients, I gained weight. That is my relationship with food, it is so strong. I've battled with my weight my entire adult life and at one point I thought I had it won. I kept my weight at 189 for over 2 years. But when cancer came, it shook my world to the core. But I'm back at it. Weighing in at 234 last week.