Trying Atkins AGAIN!!!

About 10 years ago I went on Atkins and lost 13kg in 3 months- all was going great until funeral after funeral I attended and slipped off the wagon one cupcake at a time.

Well I have finally managed to find the motivation again to go back on.
I recently got married- was not at the weight I really wanted to be at.. but so be it- I would again like to get back in shape.

I am 29 years old and 5.7 tall
and currently am around 84kg- the heaviest I have ever been.
I have never seen myself in a 38 trouser and have had to go shopping for them just to wear some pants :(

The thing for me living in South Africa is that there are NO Atkins bars, shakes etc, so a little more will power is required.
But I shall have to go stock up on the sugar free Jello.

I don't want my life to revolve around food- I don't want to be thinking what I'm going to eat throughout the day- it's not right!