puhpine- Журнал, 08 июл 12

Today i had a family dinner, my grandma turned 93 this year, and i really had to go. But i knew most of my family hadn't seen me in a year... and i hated going. i knew remarks where going to come, 26 kilo lighter cannot be missed, but i hate people comenting on it...
My friend really loves this she like shocking people and dresses up for it, i just try to dress down, and hope people don't make any stupid remarks.
Long story short, i told my moms twinsister to back up when she made remarks about dieting for the fifth time, varying from a simple comliment to advice on what i should to to drop even more weight...

why do i hate these remarks? why does my frien like these remarks? i hate them just as much as i hated the remarks about me being fat???

i am very outgoing, so it really is not shyness, and i can take normal compliments like "you look 20 years younger". but compliments on weight-loss, on how i "should" loose weight, and on weight-gain. i hate it so much i get a belly-ace thinking about the party next year...
i hatre it so much that i really enjoyed the platform i was on so the remarks stopped a little as well. trying to loose weight slower so people won't notice as much...

how weird is this?
anyone?

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