watchmefade- Журнал, 15 апр 10

i wanted to eat about 300 cal today
i got up to around 500.. maybe 600
it was all healthy except for 1/4 of a mars slim bar (45 cal)
... why the HELL do i feel so crappy when i've eaten about 1/4 of what people normally eat?
why does that make me feel like a failure?

:/ this is so crap
ugh
what the hell do i need to do to feel better about myself?
just starve forever?
=\
god, just let me lose weight? please? :(

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