DS107- Журнал, 22 апр 18

It's hard to stay positive when there has been so much death. I find myself standing somewhere and breaking down. I'm not interested in anything, even food. I haven't been keeping track of my intake because there hasn't been much. I know I'm well below my carb intake so I'm still good on the diet. I hurt, my heart hurts, I'm still broken.
I have a great family, the perfect wife and second to none friends, well friend now, to help with the pain. But I find myself withdrawing from activities and making excuses to avoid places where there is life. Time heals all wounds.
Thanks for listening (reading). I need to talk (write) about it so I can't deal with it better. Emotions bottle up will eventually blow up.