Lillian93940- Журнал, 19 июл 07

well, tomorrow is weigh-in for me. It's the end of the first week. I'm really scared! I'm really afraid that I won't have lost, and that would be so disappointing. I've known so many weight loss failures that I've come to expect them. I KNOW that I shouldn't think that way, but I'm being honest here and I AM scared! I should remember this: "never trouble trouble 'til trouble troubles you." Right now I feel like I'm the emotional age of a second grader worrying about a math test... I'm going to work very hard at focusing on the positives in my life instead of all the times I've failed at weight loss.

I went to lunch with my friend today because it was her birthday. I had a crab louie, and a bowl of clam chowder. I had no bread and no dessert. I did very well, good for me :-) Then, for dinner, I had a normal dinner. So why don't I trust myself on the scale tomorrow? I don't know...