Hedder52- Журнал, 07 дек 07

It's difficult when a loved one dies, because you really don't care about anything but how you feel. I'm on a few instant messengers if you would like to talk. I'll send them to you in a PM. 

I know this sounds callous, I don't mean it to be, but don't forget exercise releases endorphins. It's hard to get back up after such a blow, but keep exercising - go for a long walk and let your mind wander. I think you'll find that when you come back, you're a little more centered. *hug* 

No matter what happens take care of yourself. Exercise when you can and try to focus on what you eat about 80 to 90% of the time until you get through your loss. I know you will never get over it, but you will get through it. Beleive me I know first hand. 

I have to agree with what everyone is saying...even if you have to let out a loud scream when you walk...it will help. I know it's so hard when you lose someone you love so much. The sun will rise again. :) 

I had to send this to you... Lord, I praise Your name. I exalt You above all things. You are my King and Lord. In the midst of everything that is happening in my life and all that I am going through, I know that You are the all-powerful God of the universe. Hide me in Your secret place in my time of struggle. Lift me high upon a rock so that I may rise above the plans of my enemies to surround me with problems. I will sing and offer You the sacrifice of praise (Psalm 27:5-6). You are my help, and I will hide myself in You. I praise You for all that You are. “My soul follows close behind You; Your right hand upholds me” (Psalm 63:8).  

I'm real sorry about your neice.. I don't know what happened but I do know what it's like to lose a loved one and the pain is deep within. I pray that God will give you strength and the desire to go on and live your life to it's fullest. I'm here if you ever need to talk. In my prayers, Lori