Cowgirlspurr- Журнал, 01 дек 07

SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyone ever hear of freecycle.org?
Well I got a free tredmill form it. I have had it in the living room for a week. I cant seem to get on it. I think I am affraid of hurting or getting too out of breath. I don't know all I know is I am way over weight and have to do something. I need motivation, encouragment, or something. I am going nuts and my depression is geting out of control. Yes I have seen my Doc and we are working on it. lol

Venting here ....sorry!!!

But I am going to hit 280 if i don't do something today.
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

any ideas to helping me get moving .... please share!!!!