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Boy! I must really be following my meal plan. My scale shows I've lost over 32 pounds this week. I'd love to enter it into my weight loss chart but then when the scale heals I'll be depressed looking at the gain next week. Guess I'll change the batteries tomorrow, but maybe I'll save them for "one of those days" when life is hard and the scale is acting less than friendly. I am upset because I think I lost this week and I wanted to see.
It's been an emotional rollercoaster week. My granddaughter Rosie, invited me to go with her to see the 4D sonogram on next Tuesday at 5:00. Want to do this more than anything in the world. Can't! My other granddaughter Sophie, is graduating at 6:30, in a different town. My son, Bill got engaged this week. He and fiance will be here for the graduation. My daughter got suspended from her job Fri. But, of course, with a weight loss of 32 lbs, the rollercoaster is really weird.lol.
I called a place today to start talking about independent/assisted living. I've talked to Ern (wanted to say "discussed" but he isn't very good at verbal intercourse), about this and he said okay. Which in Ern-speak means "Sure, as long as you don't bug me about it.". So I'll do all the research, filling him in on what I preceive as important, as I go along. Then, when he finally gleans all the physical and emotional stress involved he will decide we couldn't/shouldn't. Obviously I know the disappointment and depression I'm letting myself in for, but I really don't like the way we are living. Ern can't walk. Until recently I couldn't walk more than a few feet and couldn't stand for more than two minutes. This has caused the house to fall down. My carpet is distroyed because the dogs couldn't get out regularly. The grass is a great place for the bunnies to play hide and seek. I could go on but you already have too much insight into what a mess I am. I told My daughter about my desire, expecting her to tell me that I'm crazy, but to my amazement, her reply was, "I think that is just what you need to do." This is a plus for me because Ern thinks everything his perfect daughter thinks and does is also perfect. I'll have an alli when I need one. Sorry. A long whiney post because of that darn rollercoaster. At least, the week must get better. Hope everyone's is great.
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Завтрак: Chobani Flip Carrot Cake Creation. Ужин: Little Debbie Cinnamon Streusel Cakes, Del Monte Whole Green Beans (Canned), Land O'Lakes Salted Butter, Baked Potato (Peel Not Eaten), Bill Bailey's Santa Maria Style Tri-Tip Roast. Перекус/Другое: Sunsweet Dried Pitted Prunes, Blue Bunny Mini Swirls Caramel. подробнее ...
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