mianna- Журнал, 16 янв 12

It's early morning. I'm not feeling so good about myself today. I bought some candies yesterday, and although I didn't eat all of them I had some. I'm also very tired of college and would just like to sleep the rest of the day. I'm afraid I'm depressed again. All my duties seem so hard to achieve.

And, I don't feel like I'm losing any. My stomach is as big as it was a few weeks ago, when I still ate everything I saw. I've mostly been doing good with food, so I'll really be disappointed, if my scale tells me I've lost none or very little, when I weigh myself in two weeks. I would like to do it now, but I've made a promise not to. The only thing that shows little progress are my jeans that aren't as tight as they used to be.

Well, off to eight hours of school... Don't know how to make it, but will try my best.