ByeFitlisha- Журнал, 19 дек 16

Either my will power is getting stronger or the chips I had last night didn't satisfy what I actually wanted so i didnt finish them because when i woke up this morning they were still in the bowl...and that never happens lol. This weekend I did AWESOME with eating what I was supposed to and OK with what I wasnt. Usually when I crave salty things its always chips, of any kind. My favorite are hot cheetos and cheese (yeah, i know ) or walking tacos (any flavor bag of chips opened from the side for easy access loaded with anything from meat, cheese sauce, lettuce, shredded cheese, pico de gallo, etc & i love extra sour cream!) I think the fact its starting to get cold here in Arizona played a part in me not leaving my house last night to get one. I dont know if the cost of chips are the same everywhere but at one point I was satisfied with the small bags for 1.09 then they got rid of that size and only sold 1.49 and 2.99 bags...Ive had plenty of 2.99 bags of chip made into walking tacos, most recently was 3 weeks ago after thanksgiving when i was so depressed i allowed myself to gain extra weight on top of what i lost, i got up to 274 on the scale. At 5'1 thats definitely my highest weight. I said it plenty of times "Carbs are not my friend". Someone here told me "You are not your friend"... because a friend wouldnt allow another friend to do that to themselves. Im an emotional eater, and my relationship plays a huge part in that. Carbs and bad habits arent the only thing Ill be cutting out of my life for 2017.