carrie2212- Журнал, 01 сен 16

I can tell you're well fed up - but don't give up on the diet mate - for your health's sake!! I know it's easy for me to say, but I don't find dieting easy either - just gotta keep motivated and envisage those smaller clothes (and smaller body). YOU CAN DO IT CAROL !!!!! 

Don't worry mate, I'm not giving up. I'm just very fed up, frustrated at having David home here continuously under my feet for the last 8 sodding days, suspicious as to whether he really has had diarrhoea or not or at least as badly as he is making out and hating myself for a) not wanting him here and b) not exactly trusting him! I do love him but I'm not in love with him anymore or at least not this new version of him since his stroke! There's nothing physical between us now at all as you know But I need him financially and for helping round the house, garden and shopping etc and I can't afford to divorce him and loose half my house etc! So I'm stuck !And at the same time I'm in pain with my legs and back!!!!! Anyway I won't give up on my diet ... promise! Xx 

Do it for YOU mate! 

Yes I will mate. Just a bit depressed at the moment, ignore me ... I'll be OK once he's back at work! Unfortunately that probably won't be until Monday now! Boo Hoo! On a good note, my compensation cheque arrived today so will hopefully get out on my own tomorrow to go to the bank to pay it in! Just hope my calf is better so I can drive and walk!! Might even pop into Boots if I'm brave enough!