Kat86- Журнал, 16 сен 11

I really think thaty eating habits totally effect my crazy insecurities with my boyfriend. The last few days have been eating well and keeping toy diet ..... No crazy thoughts. Today eaten really badly. Feel annoyed and ashamed and like a fatty with mo control and I start getting insecure and that he will go off with a skinny girl. If I could bottle this feeling and smell it everytime I am tempted to eat something bad or I don't need I would loose weight so quickly as I don't like this feeling at all. No food is worth it.