Leah_guffey- Журнал, 03 июл 24

As such I ate this meal throughout my day minus the two cheese sticks. I choose to put them back because I think 🤔 that I may eat Mediterranean style salad and I like to add a little extra feta so this way I don't eat too much cheese in one day. I'm trying to curb my cheese addiction, LOL. I did Lay the groundwork with my boss about switching my Friday truck day for Monday as it will be easier on Ryan's new job and an easier day on me starting next month. I could tell from the tone of Joey's voice that he's very disappointed though I feel a little bad it will drop his sales results by about $300 a week I know this is not my fault but I still feel a bit guilty particularly so because I know ultimately in the next two or so months that I plan to leave Speedway and that he is placed himself in a precariously position where his mortgage depends on my sales and that's not really my fault. But as one of the reasons why I had stayed at Speedway was the treats and things that I get from him and that he will no longer be able to provide them with his new mortgage payment I don't feel as charitable about staying there with the excess work that I'm been putting in and the lack of bonuses we've been receiving over the last 3 months. An increase in the amount of work duties that we've had to perform over the last six to eight months coupled with the fact that I will have to increase my amount of work at home as a children return to school I think this will be a better choice. In addition this will give me a better opportunity to start investigating disability at my local disability office as I have learned that I will be able to receive additional funds from the children being under 18 and that because of my disabilities that there's a good chance that I qualify for full disability although I'm only seeking part-time disability. This of course will be a long-term project and a lengthy process not to mention one that's extremely complicated and that I find very confusing. I don't like thinking it at all and I find it particularly embarrassing and irritating to have to do so but since my neurologist thinks it's the best course of action as does my mother it's probably best that I start looking into it now rather than waiting till it's absolutely required. 

One would think it would register with joey that he should give you a substantial raise if the loss is 1200 per month. Hope things work out for you.. i do think you need to slow down for your health situation. Best wishes my friend. 

I hope and pray you get your disability approved. Happy 4th! 🇺🇸