unity1234- Журнал, 30 апр 24

May god give you the courage to accept his plans. 👏 

I’m so sorry 🙏🩵🙏🩵 praying for you and your friend 🙏🙏🙏 

Unity i will send the same prayer for you and your friend as i did for buenita and her husband. Prayers for peace, strength, courage and love. God bless you both during this frightening experience.  

WindyD💙 

prayers for you and your friend  

My heart and prayers are with you as we walk the ugly path of cancer treatment with those we love. Hubby starts chemo/Immunotherapy tomorrow. Knowing that we are not alone allows us to stand stronger.  

Oh no. Sending prayers 🙏  

My prayers have been offered for you and your friend.  

Sending hugs. 

Prayers and Understanding! Be kind to yourself. 🙏🙏 

I have been quiet and it has helped. Going to continue to be so but I do pop in here and there. I am still logging. This week, we'll be telling the boys. He spent a week in the hospital back on Memorial Day. I thought we were going to lose him right there. It is stage 4 bile duct cancer. He already has high blood pressure and Crohn's. The doctor's said he has a year. The hospital was intense. He has lost a ton of weight and he was already slender, so that is a bit tough. It is in his abdomen and eating is challenging but I know how to cook for him. Just glad for the time I have with my best friend. He is doing well right now and that is nice. I am the same. Just being quiet. Thanks for letting me get it out...  

Unity remember to take care of yourself as well on this journey with your best friend, it can be tough to remember to do. Make more memories while you can, make videos for the kids and yourself to look at when you are ready down the road. God bless you all.  

Yearofhealth2023, 💙 thank you 💙 I am still exercising. My eating habits are scattered but I'm not completely off the map. My belief system holds that death is a continuation and not an end of anything. Both myself and my friend are calm in our acceptance of what is going on; and, as such, are not suffering mental anguish. Our sadness is beautiful because it does not contain (much) fear. Our sadness is representative of our capacity to love. It is ok and you, my friend, are a dear sweet soul. Thank you💙 

You put that beautifully Unity. I am of a similar belief. Life is not the end I just don’t understand what form the energy (in my belief system it is the soul) will manifest when the physical body has stopped functioning. Myself, i have fear for the loss my child and hubs will feel and the rock that I (perhaps mistakenly who knows😬) believe i am. The problem solver, the soft space. Because of what has been going on for past 30 months with myself i have thought deeply about the next stage. Calmness is a gift. I hope that for my family. Xoxo unity. Honestly i wish i could give you a massive hug. Im a tall girl so it would be massive 😂 

YOH, 💙 

I'm sorry to hear about your friend. Recently I saw this story about a guy named Matt Rosenblum who had pancreatic cancer which also metastized to his liver. He's in remission now. Here's his story on Youtube. He also talks about the type of chemo cocktail his Dr used after his first round was unsuccessful. I pray your friend will go into remission too. https://youtu.be/XBUZ9yvW7XY?si=9l_KglEdJB3j0pUx 

BearN, thank you for inspiration. I will definitely look at the video. Hope is a funny thing. Anticipatory grief tends to push my heart to harden. I am aware that I tend to shut out grief. I don't want to do that this time. But I am not well-practiced in allowing myself to feel it without getting swallowed by it. I am glad for each moment...💙 I appreciate everyone's encouraging words so very much. My brain is a bit foggy all the time but I do appreciate everyone so much.