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I'll be moving state for extra support. I feel living with my FIL and his high expectations whilst I am dealing with a crohns flare. It's helping my recovery. His verbally abusive to me. But since my partner has stood up for me (if I tried to explain or stand up for myself. I was always told to shut up, stop making up B.S, stop being lazy and I look disgusting). FIL now gives me the complete silent treatment and refuses to talk to me at all, unless it's something negative.
so we are moving to where my family are.
No my partner would never be home when my FIL talked/yelled at me. I didn't tell because I wanted to keep the peace and I just didn't have the energy.
But my partner heard one day coming home early. They had a huge argument.
There are days I barely have energy to get out of bed. I even at one point dreamed I was doing all the housework to be woken by my partner. I was really confused. "wasn't I just hanging out the washing, how am I here in bed".
crohns sucks and to have someone not even try to understand makes it worse. I already feel overwhelmed, guilty and shame. I just want to go back to normal.
sorry for this rant/vent. Not the place to do it but it feels better getting it out. Thanks if you've read this.
I don't seem to be able to reply to messages. not sure if it's because I am using mb app or not. If you know pls let me know how to fix issue.

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Good on you for removing yourself from that situation! This is the perfect place to get it all out, I've done the same plenty of times. It affects how we eat so it's important to share our journeys, to help others and seek help ourselves. If you tap on the comments icon, you'll be able to reply xx

24 май 23 написано членом: spicehorn

Also, see if there is an update for the app, in the past I had to hide the keyboard (I use phone also) to see the send button.

24 май 23 написано членом: spicehorn

Thank you. Hopefully this is a reply 🙃

25 май 23 написано членом: hollysmith88

Yayyyy! It worked 😀

25 май 23 написано членом: spicehorn

That stressful situation will only prolong your illness, but I know it takes courage to change. Best wishes for a better future.

25 май 23 написано членом: EmmmCeee

Yes, I've realised that being stressed isn't helping and I need to get away. When I spent 3 days away I felt better. But once back after just a couple of days I began to have problems of pain and exhaustion again.

25 май 23 написано членом: hollysmith88

do you do intermittent fasting?

25 май 23 написано членом: Goldmember25

You need more positive energy around you moving away from negativity is the best choice. Wish you well in health into the future.

26 май 23 написано членом: UDTres

Thank God your boyfriend supports you. It's great you are moving as the stress could not be good for your health. Good luck

27 май 23 написано членом: mials11

The abuse from your fil is disgusting and probably making you depressed and inturn affection you physically as well as psychological. Moving and being near your family will be the first step to get back on track. Thinking of you 🙂

27 май 23 написано членом: oompa8


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