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I have gotten way off track with this site YET again. I need to be more proactive and make this my home. Perhaps I should make this my homepage so that whenever I open my browser I come here. Hmm, not a bad idea really. I am so off my eating plan, but I did go shopping today and I did not buy bad food. I actually made better choices for myself than I originally went to the store with what was on my list.
I am so glad the end of the month/year is coming, as I am looking to buy a few things on payday and of course, it is also nice to get a raise from the gov't (if you can call it a raise when they lower food stamps at the same time).
I am trying to change a lot of things in a short amount of time, but I should be looking to try to change one thing at a time. I am making smarter choices as I go along. When one thing doesn't work out, I make a smarter choice, and it seems to help. For instance, last week, when I went shopping, I bought a bunch of granola bars and sandwich cracker packs for snacks to bring to my day program. I didn't even make it to my day program before I pigged out on all of them. I ate the entire two boxes of granola bars (the fudge-dipped ones no less) in one sitting. Never again. So this time when I went shopping, I picked up a bunch of the 100 calorie Nabisco snack packs. I WILL NOT binge on those, I KNOW I won't. I will take those TO my day program, I will not open them until then.
I am going to start tomorrow getting back into the swing of things with exercise. I was doing well for a while getting up early and exercising, but that fell to the waist side shortly after I got my last menstrual cycle. The joys of being a woman! I am awaiting my next menstrual cycle which should be coming any day now, and I am hoping I can use it as a spring loader into action instead of a big flop onto the couch. I feel we all need to find Eve wherever her bones are buried and slap her silly for eating that fruit. She's the one who did this to us!
So tomorrow, back in the saddle again. And boy is it gonna be a bumpy ride. Must be on a camel because them things are really uncomfortable to ride, I'm told. Either way, let's hope it has more than one hump so we can all ride it together, shall we? :)
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