nb girl- Журнал, 21 сен 14

This week we've been trying very hard to support our friends/neighbours through a very bad time. He was recently diagnosed with bowel cancer, with a secondary tumour near his spinal chord. Unfortunately, after 5 days of having a real tough fight he finally lost his battle yesterday afternoon! Its always a shock, but our thoughts and priorities are now with his wife of course.

Life just got far too 'real' yesterday. This terrible time has served as a reminder to really try harder, and to focus on what is really important.

For the first time last evening I was on the hunt in the fridge and in the pantry for something nice to eat. But of course I couldn't find anything that would have touched the spot. I realised that I looked towards food to help the pain of raw emotions.

Next week is going to be tough. There's the 'Celebration' of our friends life, then at the end of the week my husband travels to the UK (we live in Spain) for his 9 monthly checkup after he had lymphoma 3 years ago. He won't be back for 6 days so I'm not looking forward to this. BTW my husband feels great.

But I am focused, I'm planning to have a few days fasting, and going on some long walks with our dog now that the sun isn't so strong.

Don't you think when life gets difficult, you've just got to get planning for success!

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Жир: 118,59г | Белк: 79,62г | Углев: 18,81г.   Завтрак: Egg, Clarified Butter (Ghee), Tesco Unsmoked Back Bacon Rashers, Mushrooms. Обед: Chicken Breast Meat (Roasted, Cooked), Cauliflower, Mixed Salad Greens, Pancetta. Ужин: Honey, Cocoa Powder, Double Cream. Перекус/Другое: Pancetta. подробнее ...