desireewalters- Журнал, 21 мар 11

I am a work in progress!
I want to say I am ok
No matter what others may say
But truth be heard , it is not so easy
To hear the way society still see’s me
Im trying so hard to stay focused, on track
But for my one step forward, I am sent ten steps back
People don’t know that their words …they do damage
At times to the point…Im unsure I can manage
I try to stay strong and not give up the fight
But nobody hears me when I cry late at night
One little comment…you said it and moved on
Careless of how it haunts me, dusk until dawn
I try not to hear you, it shouldn’t matter to me
But how I wish that you knew me….oh the progress you’d see
Im trying, Im trying, I just want to fit in
You don’t know the struggles I face from with in
Never feeling I fit or truly belong
Always looking in the mirror wondering what went wrong
I wish you could see me…the person inside
The one that I no longer…no longer want to hide
Oh your words how they hurt me…hurt me so deep
The ones that have robbed me of happiness and sleep
I sit alone, wondering if I should just quit
Maybe I was never meant to be truly fit
Maybe my place is to be heard and not seen
Then maybe for a second this world wouldn’t seem quite as mean
But I will keep trying, trying quietly to conform
Until one day I make to the title of “societies norm”

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