kelc32- Журнал, 09 авг 21

I need to vent.

Just when I’m feeling like I’m making progress not only on the scale, but mentally, self-esteem-wise, feeling beautiful again, I see a picture of myself and how quickly it becomes a mental battle where all that confidence and self-image comes into doubt. I get tired of being my own 📣cheerleader.

And with hubby battling ALS and our daughter turning 2, I’m having to make sure THEY get enough calories and I have literally no time to count mine. But this app has given me a better idea of how they add up, so I’m just trying to make healthy choices when I do shovel down some food in between work meetings, nap times and making sure everyone’s clean comfy and dressed. 😋Which is my pleasure to do and a blessing, it’s just a lot, and although my body’s getting stronger and God’s grace is sustaining me, I wish I had the confidence in my self-image that I had years ago as it would be one less thing to worry about.😣