Smilesong- Журнал, 09 дек 10

MY 60-DAY LIQUID FAST
Counting Down To My Slim Down
Day 52/60

COMPULSION
An irresistible persistent impulse to perform an act.

Related Words: arm-twisting, coercion, force, constraint, duress
Psychology Terms: anxiety, conscience, hypochondria, mania, narcissism, neurosis, pathological, phobia, psychosis

I have a Food Compulsion.

It's getting to that point where my mind is starting to play tricks on me. I can clearly see my body shrinking but I keeping thinking that I'll never be able to lose weight. All the times I have tried and failed are an indication that I am supposed to be this size. All the people that have had success are just luckier than me. I lose 1 pound and it makes me feel defeated. Isn't that a kind of madness?

A few months ago I would have loved to have lost 1 pound. I think the smell of food is getting to me a bit today. I typically feel really strong and focused but I am sooooo weak. I want to sink into a Big Mac badly. This protein shake that typically fills me up and takes my mind off of food is not working its magic today.

I will not go to McD's of course. I just like to admit the weakness exists and probably always will. This is just a testament of how badly I need to change. My food addiction will be overcome and I will learn to manage these cravings.

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