I'm feeling the need to find a really good balance in my life. In a situation like this, I try very hard to not go into my cocoon and just shut the world out which is my first inclination. I'm fighting that as best as I know how.
I have been grateful for several things during this. I've slowed down, stopped to smell the roses sort of way. I didn't realize how very tired I had gotten in the whole scheme of things. Not so much physical as mental and emotional. That is what I'm working on now.
Grateful that I have gotten to a better place physically with eating healthier and exercising. Being kind to my body instead of going full force into self-destructive behavior. Better place not perfect.
Grateful I have family and friends who get me, warts and all.
Grateful for the support of people.
Grateful for the money I've saved from reducing my trips to the stores. I would just pop into a grocery store before work and grab a couple of things. Since that has stopped, I've saved a lot. Didn't realize how much a couple of things really cost me.
I am most grateful for my God, He sees me through things. He puts things on my heart that need my attention.
Just some pondering thoughts.
I hope everyone has a great weekend.
Stay safe. Stay sane
