ColourMeFabulous- Журнал, 06 окт 12

10/06/12
I've opted out of the 2 challenges I was on. I had a breakdown with the food thing and I got discouraged! I can't even believe I got lost with my goal. I'm dissapointed in myself already.
Not to fear I am joining another one starting in the next day or two.
I don't know where I'm at right now with my weight since the 30th of September, but I'll find something and get it started again!
I am not going to let a weigh in at the doctors which was a different scale and weighed me heavier than mine. Yeah I know all scales can differ but I let it get to me and got a "what the f---!" attitude goin' on!! Yep I let the whole damn thing get to my head.
Just Silly.. ok Nervous like Big Time to get on my scale but when I do I will record it for my new challenge and start fresh.
Sorry to those team mates I was on the challenges with. I'll keep up.
I promise and swear to myself I will. Another chapter starting.