aguzman- Журнал, 02 май 10

Well its been a while since I have written on fat secret. EAting wise I have done horrible, not one thing to be proud of in that area, accept for today I woke up and knew I had to stop so Im gonna try again. I feel like something is wrong with me, I cant keep doing this to myself, yo-yo dieting is so bad and that is exactly what I do. The only good thing that I have done is that I have not stopped walking, in fact I love it to much to stop and I am so grateful for that. Now I have to just wait until GOD heals my desire to overeat, my desire to feel so full that I cant move and the sickness inside of me that wants to destroy my body. Ill wiegh in tomorrow, I figure I have gained bout 5 pounds since my last wiegh in and it would be triple that if I hadnt been walking because my eating is ridiculous.